Thursday, 23 May 2013

23/5/2013

谢谢你让我知道什么是曾经,什么是现实。
我不需要安慰 我只需要沉淀
我不是控制不了思绪 我在学习看淡 好了 我没事
有时真的不想把事情看得那么清

Thursday, 16 May 2013

16/5/2013

i must admit that i'm not happy today.
is lazy to explain, is lazy to talk, is lazy to smile, is lazy to cry, and lazy to tell.
I'm so sorry because i know that;s very annoying, but I'm trying to control it.
I'm not angry, I'm no need your apologize, I just need a smile and just need a voluntarily from you.
am i ask too much from you ?

I'm really learning think positive from now, but seems that I can't too free
because that's like give me chance to think more and more.

I'm fell sorry to myself because i give too much pressure to myself.
I will promise that i will treat me more nicely and give myself more space to have a break.

yup. maybe you all will think about me that why i become different and start to make angry to everyone
if you cant accept me please be far away from me.
i'm not afraid that losing something or someone, that's mean i will getting someone new.

i won't cry anymore. i will be more stronger and maturate .
and please dun discuss any politic with me, because i don't want fight with you,
i'm support what's my family support, i love them to much :)

Hey, Queenie Gan Yong Qin, can you stop your emotion now , dun make anymore who're carrying you to worry about you :)

Tuesday, 7 May 2013

7/5/2013

我有很多朋友。
有时候朋友们会有误会,会吵架。
朋友吵架,气在心头,自然容易说气话,听的人也更容易起火。
这种情况很容易越闹越僵。
然后其他朋友一直在外面讲他们的纠纷,还有一些朋友甚至会打着友情牌,一直以小事化大,希望他们闹翻。
这个时候大家需要的是冷静,不挑衅,不胡乱传话。
让吵架的朋友好好的谈吧。
我们身为朋友可以陪他们,守护在他们身边,
但是千万不要因为冲动把事情越弄越糟!

对的事情要做,但是冲动的事情不能做。

I have a lot of friends.

Sometimes friends will have a misunderstanding, quarrel.

Friend, the gas in the heart, it is easy to say angry words, listen to people who are easier to fire.

This is easy to make more.

Then other friends have been outside their disputes, and some friends and even a friendship card, has been to the small and large, hope they split up.

This time we need is calm, not aggressive, not a word.

Let a friend to talk.

We are friends can accompany them, protect them,

But don't because impulse made things worse!

The thing to do, but the impulse of the things not to do.

i see this on internet, yup we must calm down when we are angry and fire.
but how many person can do that and avoid fighting ?
are you losing something because of aggressive ?
yup,i am . but i cant say anything because that was a fact what cant change :)
i will hold what i have now and wont let that losing from me anymore :)

Sunday, 5 May 2013

black 5/5/2013

can you see your future in the dark ?
ohh sorry, i got night brightness, i can't see anything of that.
 we're are always confuse that why we have different than other country ?
we need to pay our education fees from kindergarden until university.
and why our parents must pay a lot of tax but we can't any benefit from government.
i'm so disappoint to my dearest country.

我必须承认现在的世界没有人不为己,为了自己还不择手段
但我真的不可以image that this case are totally occur at my country !
原来这个世界的道德价值观已经沦陷到这种程度

请试想想,一个国家如果被一个肮脏龌龊的手段得到
那么以后的子孙 孩子 国家未来栋梁要拿什么标榜学习?
一个领袖不应该是要时时刻刻以身作则成为人民的榜样 然后大家一起进步 国家社会才会更繁荣?
坏事做尽还可以表现出很开心的笑容 告诉人民thanks for you support
我的天 怎么可以臉不红气不喘的 脸皮是不是厚到干脆去档子弹好了 确定万年不死
看着全国难得那么团结一致 恭喜你你真的彻底让全国人民 不 是世界人民对你感到厌恶

为了赢不择手段 我怎么会活在这种首相的管制中 做尽坏事 让世界笑掉大牙
全世界现在正关注着我们 就像看精彩的电影 峰回路转 停10分钟的电 票可以翻2倍
呵 恶心的世界 你可以想象以后的历史 人家怎么写我们国家 那么我们国家又怎么捧自己

至我亲爱的国家
谢谢你让我能够看这世界有多黑暗 原来世界还是只有坏人当道
但我相信老天有眼 我不要多说什么 你会得到你应的的
我会更加努力读书 以后会移民 带着我亲爱的家人离开 不做你们肮脏的人民
现在如果你是我们 你的感觉又是如何 你有没有真正为人民着想
人民不会坐以待毙 你外流的人才的数量 只会逐渐增加
请管理好你的banglasia 吧 然后继续成为世界的笑话 但我们不可能成为你的配角
祝福你 :)
i still believe karma :)

Wednesday, 1 May 2013

1.5.2013

feeling tired when i start to run in my life.
当人在开始追逐与某样东西,虽然累,但享受,但也开始盲目
i enjoy the moment when i start to woo my dream, but i feel that i ignore something important

我喜欢这个sem的自己因为我开始会读书 随意即使我明天考试我还可以handle
我开始会用适当的方式去 control my emotion and control that something rude from my mouth

我讨厌自己做错事 让我都觉得我自己很恶心 没有办法接受那样的自己
突然间不认识我自己 因为发现自己变得有点不一样
其实我知道是我自己对自己要求太高 人其实不可能直接从fail然后跳去A+
我其实知道自己该看清这世界有多么现实 然后去接受再去吸收

我已经有计划 而且 暂时想持续这个计划 暂时不想有任何改变 
唯一要改变的事  要学着去控制我那冲动的嘴巴 
希望明天考试顺利 其实我也不懂我在写什么 整个觉得自己比较像梦游